Bitter Sweet Memory

lucky by ashily

2009-11-29T18:38:00.000-08:00

vidz

2009-10-11T03:03:00.000-07:00

KUBUR

2009-10-11T02:54:00.000-07:00

DAMUAN

2009-10-11T02:49:00.001-07:00

ADIK SAYA!!!

2009-10-06T06:17:00.000-07:00

OUR LAST PICTURE TOGETHER

2009-10-06T04:58:00.000-07:00

UNWRITTEN by NATASHA BEDINGFLIED

2009-10-01T01:01:00.000-07:00

"Unwritten"

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined

I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines

We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

Oh, yeah, yeah

RAYA UMAH KAKA RYNA

2009-09-28T07:09:00.001-07:00

=]

2009-09-27T00:35:00.000-07:00

I don't understand what i'm doing arrr, keep falling in love then after a few weeks i don't have that feeling anymore. I got hurt once and now macam i want revange arrr. now my feelings for fuad macam nada but i'l try too stay with himm. I just have to keep in my mind that i love him so much. That time me and Fuadd putus and i told my sis then she told me too go back with shen =.=', why can't people understand that i don't love shen anymore. Takkan i couple with shen even though i don't love him. My moto was always : I can try too love a person that love me, but i don't think i can love shen arr. I already learn how too love si Waie, Fadz, Pele and Ash. i shouldn't have learned how too love pele errr. Shen is my past now and i wana leave it that way.

I LOVE FUAAD =]

RAYA UMAH KAKA RYNA

2009-09-26T11:27:00.000-07:00

I went raya too at my kaka ryna house at 5, at first me and carlo forgot the way too kaka's house we both got lost at muara. but lama2 we found our way. The food they made was yummy i ate 4 plates of rice and i finish there ayam heheheh =]. After eating i help them with there guest. One of the czn of kaka ryna is cutee arrr but nerd 8]. Me and jen had funn lots of funn ehe. Today i wasn't bored.

RAYA KE RUMAH SI FATIN

2009-09-25T01:26:00.000-07:00

Me and Hazirah

Me and Fatin

Hazirah and Fatin

RAYA KE RUMAH SI FUAD

2009-09-25T01:24:00.001-07:00

KAMPONG AYER

2009-09-25T00:57:00.000-07:00

This are some pictures that i look on my first day at Kampong Ayer.

Some Houses

Pauline and Dedo

Yayasan

On The Way Too Yayasan

Hede's House

High Brige

Hede and Cat

Era, Me and Hede

Hede and Me

ERA, ME and HEDE

2009-09-24T11:32:00.000-07:00

BERAYA DI RUMAH FUADD KU !!!

2009-09-23T10:08:00.000-07:00

Me and abg elmoo went raya at fuad's house today it was fun. We arrived there at 7.48pm. Me and abg elmoo went craazy just to find fuad's house we kept shouting. There were two black car infront of us so we just follow them bcuz maybe they are going to fuad's house also, well it did and little did i know that two black cars belong to Jeun and Elmoo. Four of us went in together and salam everybody. Fuad only layan me and elmoo. After a few mints everybdy went home and there was only me, fuad, elmoo and fuad's family. All his family was asking me if i was his girlfriend but i just smiled at them bcuz i was shy. There was this time when me and fuadd sit next to each other at the living room then all his family went to the living room so i said why don't we just sit outside so we went out side suddenly everybody went out side jua. His mom said to me that i was ok for fuadd and she said ''jgnth ko ptskn si fuadd ani ok udh ea atu, ea syg kn ko''. I was happy that his family like me, the funny thing was there was this young girl 3 year old she kept pointing at elmoo while saying PUKI!!! many times until we went home. It was really fun. My day \m/.

AT NIGHT

2009-09-21T10:48:00.000-07:00

At night i wounder how am i supposed to feel when Fuadd's not here because at day light i'm always by this side. When i go to sleep at night i dream about him only two of us sharing happines and love in a far away place. hmm. When night has come and the land's are dark, when the moon is the only light we'll see look at the stars can any of you count them?? that's how much i miss Fuadd.

BECAUSE OF ONE BROKEN HEART THAT I USED TO HAVE

2009-09-21T10:31:00.000-07:00

I used too belive in love but now that i used to have my heart broken i just don't see how i could have belived in it, that's why i don't really try to love my boyfriend. You know what Loving someone it's hard to regreat Losing someone is hard to accept but with all the hurt we've felt letting go is the most painful yet. The feeling i used to have for a guy is no longer there and for the first time in a while i don't really care.

LOVE C=

2009-09-21T10:20:00.000-07:00

c= It's not what i feel for Fuadd it's what i don't feel for anyone but Fuadd, my friends asked me what i saw in Fuadd and my only answer was EVERYTHING. He is the story of my life. I used too ran to him but now i run from him cuz i'm scared to get my heart broken.

SCARLET and STARLET

2009-09-21T09:34:00.000-07:00

2009-09-18T20:36:00.000-07:00

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ashley by escape the fate

2009-09-13T08:52:00.000-07:00

Shadows fall on yesterday,
its like time just slips away.
I'm nothing, when darkness follows me.
The dawn, it never shows its head.
I'm left dying here instead with nothing,
a lock without a key.

Like the brightest star you shine through. Ashley, baby, you make me
feel so alive.
I've got purpose once again.
Yeah, yeah.
Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive.
I've got purpose once again.
Yeah, yeah.
(I've got purpose once again.)

If looks could kill you'd be the one,
that takes my world and makes me numb.
I'm nothing, without you i cant breathe.
(I can't breathe.)
And as the sunlight burns the sky,
I see through my obsessive eyes.
I'm nothing, without you i cant see.

Like the brightest star you shine through.
Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive.
I've got purpose once again.
Yeah, yeah.
Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive.
I've got purpose once again.
Yeah, yeah.
Yeah, yeah.

You're the strength i need to fight,
You're the reason i still try.
I'm the moth and you're the light.
Use these wings so i can fly,
I can fly.

Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive.
I've got purpose once again.
Yeah, yeah.
Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive.
I've got purpose once again.
Yeah, yeah.
Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive.
I've got purpose once again.
Yeah, yeah.
Yeah, yeah.

I've got purpose once again.
I've got purpose once again

ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

2009-09-13T08:48:00.000-07:00

serious ku meliat trailer inda tau kana gmbr

abg waie and abg eis

yang laki siring abg elmoo inda ku ingat nama nya, ish2 durg mencari bini2

HANDS and FEET

2009-09-13T08:41:00.000-07:00

ME; high heels putih
ABG WAIE; kasut hitam putih
ABG ELMOO; kasut hitam
ABG EIS; kasut hitam skinny merah

ME; middle finger
ABG WAIE; cincin arah 4th finger
ABG ELMOO; \m/
ABG EIS; cincin arah middle finger

ELMOO and ME

2009-09-13T08:38:00.000-07:00

SMILE

SCARLET

2009-09-13T08:22:00.000-07:00

LAPAR KU BERABIS EE

SCARLET

2009-09-13T08:20:00.000-07:00

sungkai!! sungkai!! lapar ku eee muahahhhahahha

abg elmoo

2009-09-13T08:14:00.000-07:00

alum sungkai a makan udah inda hormat urg yg sungki a

A LIFE TIME

2009-09-12T21:05:00.000-07:00

can anyone wait a life time for the ones they love?? i think yes bcuz it you realy love him/her you wouldn't fall for another. but sometimes we can learn to forget that person and learn to love someone that already love us. waiting for someone that you love but dont live you back is just a waste of your time when you could try to be happy with someone else

=)

2009-09-12T21:00:00.000-07:00

abg eis, abg elmoo and zacky are fun to hangout with bcuz they are all funny and they don't like to see me sad plus they are always there for me. aku syg durg, heheheeh. me, emoo and eis made a game who sleep 1st on sunday 'today' we must ucp and abg elmoo yg ttidur so now me and eis wil ucp him gayface

NO SLEEP

2009-09-12T20:52:00.000-07:00

it's been 3 days since i could sleep.everynight when i try to close my eyes they keep opening back and im thinking too much, i wounder what's going on with me. sleeping 5am isn't normal for me but at least i got my friends to stay up with me hahahah.

IF YOU LEAVE

2009-09-11T19:55:00.000-07:00

You think i`m so full of it, full of it
But i think i`m just fed up, baby
You think i can be so arrogant, arrogant
But i`m just tryna keep my head up, baby
You think i procrastinate baby
But i think i`m taking my time
You think you need to leave
But i think i disagree but

If you believe you`ll do best without me
I`ll let it go girl, it`s over
But before we say goodbye
Let`s give it a try
If you leave, then baby i`ll leave
I`ll let it go girl, it`s over
But i have no doubt
We can work it out yeah

I think you're so full of it, full of it
You just don`t know when to let up baby
I think you`re so arrogant, arrogant
But you think you`re so much better baby
That i think it aint dealt before me to judge you by your flaws and that`s why
No i could criticize, but i put that aside
To focus on you and i

But if you believe you`ll do best without me
Then i`ll let it go boy, it`s over
But before we say goodbye
Let`s give it a try
If you leave, then baby i`ll leave
I`ll let it go boy, it`s over
But i have no doubt
We can work it out yeah

Now if you wanna go, baby
Then i`ll let you go
And even though i`m tryna hold on
I can`t if you don't

No, now if you leave me, you`re gonna miss me
And i`m not saying that i`ll be here waiting
Since we here right now (instead of just walking out)
Let`s work to reach the point that i know we can be...

But if you believe, you`ll do best without me
Then i`ll let it go
It`s over (it`s over)
But before we say goodbye
Let`s give it a try
If you leave, then baby i`ll leave
I`ll let it go girl, it`s over
I have no doubt that we can work it out

If you believe, you`ll do best without me
I`ll let it go girl, it`s over
Before we say goodbye
Let`s give it a try
If you leave, then baby i`ll leave...

ME and ZACKY

2009-09-10T07:50:00.000-07:00

EIS and ELMOOO

2009-09-10T07:47:00.000-07:00

IS MY HEART PLAYING GAMES AGAIN??!!

2009-09-10T07:41:00.000-07:00

i had a fun day with them tadi, but somehow i feel strange like i don't know just strange. i feel a bit sad tadi and eis kept trying to make me smile which i did but eis isn't the problem it's zacky, i love him but does he love me?? i ask eis about it and he said he does love me and now i'm just confuse my heart is playing games with me again and i hate it

DAY OUT!!

2009-09-10T05:27:00.000-07:00

today i went out with zacky,eis and elmoo. at first i was with eis because zacky and elmoo have arrived yet. i was alone and a few mins later zacky came i became happy. then we spent everymin together

1st time i read his blog

2009-09-07T08:01:00.000-07:00

it's the 1st time i read shen's blog and lupanya he look as me as his sis when he was with tikah and now i look at him as a brother and i think he menyasal, everyone know's love doesn't last forever it just last for a few months or years but never forever. me and shen used to be closed but not anymore, sometimes i read the letter that he gave me and i'll have a flashback about how 'we' fell in love.everytime there is a chance for me and shen to be together there will be someone in our way for example aleen and pele

START OVER

2009-09-05T20:01:00.000-07:00

starting over is what i am going to do now. i wana be who i used to be, the girl that hate falling in love because she tough i wasn't right to fall in love, the girl that's always alone it's always her and her books. i wana study for my SPN 21 from now on. changing isn't hard if i really want too.

WHAT'S GOING ON AGAIN?

2009-09-01T08:15:00.000-07:00

I'm happy with khairee, his friends are fun but somehow i keep thinking of g-floor. This is how it went, it's was 10pm somehow i felt like khairee was at mall, my heart keep pushing me to go to the entrance which i did, when i reach the entrance i looked right and left but he wasn't there i got realy sad then a vocie of a man called out my name 'abby' i turned back and he and his fwns were there i got happy

ME and G-FLOOR

2009-09-01T05:24:00.000-07:00

WHAT I LOVE I KEEP WHAT I DON'T I TRASH

2009-09-01T04:57:00.000-07:00

i love g-floor so much and i know everybody knows that i will never stop loving him .. it's his pink t-shirt and teddy bear that help me sleep at night .. when i hug him i know every things going to be alright but now all of that is gone but it doesn't mean i don't love him .. i'm still hoping that we will be back together again

SOMETIMES WE HAVE TOO LET GO THE ONE WE LOVE MOST

2009-08-31T23:44:00.000-07:00

if you love a person so much and somehow you had to let that person go, what would you do?? .. this is happening to me right now i'm losing gfloor cuz i had too but somehow i keep thinking that one day we will be together again .. ='( .. if only i could make things better

A STORY OF MISTAKE !!

2009-08-26T08:00:00.000-07:00

a girl saw he guy she used to love and they both walk together at the mall it was almost 10 pm they both sat at the 3rd floor at the rezqun hotel at the stairs there were not only two people but three .. the young lady was in a hurry to get back because she was scared that maybe her ride will leave her but the young man then ask for a last kiss before she could go, the young lady then kiss her ex lover and ran out to see if her ride was still there .. after that she ran to the entrance and met one of her sister and her ex lover .. somehow she thinks that kiss was a mistake ..

A STORY !!

2009-08-25T04:49:00.001-07:00

then story started on 17 july at the mall .. a young man wanted to be with a young lady on this day and at the strike of 10 pm they met at the 3rd floor between the natural source and the salon .. there were 2 girls and the young man .. one of the lady told the other lady to wait for her by the escalater while she was going to talk to the young man .. the man hold both of her hands and ask her to couple with him and the young lady agreed , after the young lady agreed to be his girlfriend she had to go in a hurry but the young man stop her, he was asking for one thing be for she could go and it was a kiss on the lips .. i heard that now they are already apart but the young lady still love him ..

BBOY G-FLOOR

2009-08-24T06:47:00.000-07:00

FAIZ and DEDO

2009-08-24T06:29:00.001-07:00

faiz and dedo are good guys .. i think dedo is good for my sis and i also think faiz is good for my sis .. i can't choose who is better because they both make my sis happy .. i'm gana be happy with who ever my sis choose .. but i hope she choose faiz and i hope she choose dedo too =p .. haiya payah kn dipilih if both guys are good .. hehe

DAYOUT!! ( me, lyne,dedo and gfloor )

2009-08-24T06:11:00.000-07:00

23 august me, my sis and our boyfriends walk together at the night around 7 to 10 .. we walked all around the mall from the riverside then we all went up to UNI and played the supermario racing car, me and my sis lost to a little kid .. after that we all went to the happy arcade and sang a song at the karaok box number 10 we sang 'the climb' by miley cyrus .. after the song we all went to rezqun and took picture dedo with my sis and me with g-floor .. after that we all went to the entrance and wait for our ride me and my sis salam our boyfriend and stand infront of the entrance while our boyfriend was watching us from inside .. g-floor and dedo did some funny stuff .. me and g-floor keep staring at each other .. we had a fun time ..

CAPRICORN

2009-08-22T09:22:00.000-07:00

The sign Capricorn is one of the most stable and (mostly) serious of the zodiacal types. These independent, rocklike characters have many sterling qualities. They are normally confident, strong willed and calm. These hardworking, unemotional, shrewd, practical, responsible, persevering, and cautious to the extreme persons, are capable of persisting for as long as is necessary to accomplish a goal they have set for themselves. Capricorn are reliable workers in almost any profession they undertake. They are the major finishers of most projects started by the 'pioneering' signs; with firm stick-to-it-ness they quickly become the backbone of any company they work for.

Capricorn make of themselves, resourceful, determined managers; setting high standards for themselves and others. They strive always for honesty in their criticism of self, they respect discipline from above and demand it from those beneath them. In their methodical, tough, stubborn, unyielding way, they persist against personal hardship, putting their families and/or their work before their own needs and welfare to reach their objectives long after others have given up and fallen by the wayside. In fact when practical ability allied with the drive of ambition are required in employees to make a project succeed, Capricorn are the people to hire. They plan carefully to fulfill their ambitions (which often include becoming wealthy), they are economical without meanness, and able to achieve great results with minimum effort and expense. Because of their organizing ability they are able to work on several projects simultaneously.

They have a great respect for authority but may not, if they reach high rank, be willing to listen to other opinions on things they are directly responsible for. As the ranking authority figure in a given situation they expect their underlings to be as self disciplined as they themselves are, and to perform every task undertaken to the highest standard.

They are, nevertheless, fair as well as demanding. Among their equals they are not always the most pleasant of work fellows for they are reserved and too conservative, valuing tradition more than innovation, however valuable the latter, and they are often humorless. There is also a tendency to pessimism, melancholy and even unhappiness which many Capricorn are unable to keep to themselves, especially if they fail personally. In the extreme this trait can make them a very depressed individual; ecstatic happiness alternating with the most wretched kind of misery which is so subconsciously buried that he or she should seek help if such emotions become frequent. For the above reason, capable Capricorn should spend many hours in meditation, gathering the strength to control such inner emotions.

The swings in mood are not the only reason some Capricorns deserve the adjective based on their name - capricious. They can be surprisingly and suddenly witty and subtle for the quiet, reserved individuals they seem to be, and they also have a tendency to ruin things by unexpected and utterly irresponsible bouts of flippancy. In certain individuals in whom the characteristic is strong, the temptation to do this has to be resisted with iron self-control. Another unexpected quality in some Capricorn is an interest in the occult which persists in spite of their naturally skeptical turn of mind.

Their intellects are sometimes very subtle. They think profoundly and deeply, throughly exploring all possibilities before deciding on a 'safe' alternative. They have good memories and an insatiable yet methodical desire for knowledge. They are rational, logical and clearheaded, have good concentration, delight in debate in which they can show off their cleverness by luring their adversaries into traps and confounding them with logic.

In their personal relationships they are often ill-at-ease, if not downright unhappy. They are somewhat self-centered but not excessively so, wary and cautious around people they do not know very well, preferring not to meddle with others and in turn not to allow interference with themselves, thus they tend to attract people who do not understand them. Casual acquaintances they will treat with diplomacy, tact and, above all, reticence. They make few good friends but are intensely loyal to those they do make, and they can become bitter, and powerful enemies. They sometimes dislike the opposite sex and test the waters of affection gingerly before judging the temperature right for marriage. Once married, however, they are faithful, though inclined to jealousy. Most Capricorns marry for life.

Their occupations can include most professions that have to do with math or money and they are strongly attracted to music. They can be economists, financiers, bankers, speculators, contractors, managers and real estate brokers. They excel as bureaucrats, especially where projects demanding long-term planning and working are concerned, and their skill in debate and love of dialectic make them good politicians. They are excellent teachers, especially as principals of educational establishments where they have the authority to manage and organize without too much intimacy with the staff members. If working with their hands, they can become practical scientists, engineers, farmers and builders. The wit and flippancy which is characteristic of certain Capricornians may make some turn to entertainment as a career.

PANDA'S =3

2009-08-22T09:08:00.000-07:00

The Panda is a bear native to central-western and southwestern China. The Giant Panda was previously thought to be a member of the Procyonidae (raccoon) family.It is easily recognized by its large, distinctive black patches around the eyes, over the ears, and across its round body. Though belonging to the order Carnivora, the Panda has a diet which is 99% bamboo. The Panda may eat other foods such as honey, eggs, fish, yams, shurb leaves, oranges and bananas when available. Panda's are one of the most cutes animal.

PANDA PANDA PANDA !!! =3

2009-08-22T09:05:00.000-07:00

I LOVE PANDA =3

2009-08-22T04:39:00.000-07:00

1ST DAY PUASA!!

2009-08-22T04:26:00.000-07:00

i didn't sahur and i woke up at 12 i felt hunger .. i went to the kitchen then i saw a bottle of cola at 1st i was talking to my maid i didn't realise that i was drinking it .. BATAL PUASA TU !!

ME and JERRRY

2009-08-17T07:42:00.000-07:00

JONATAN and HIS COUSIN

2009-08-17T07:41:00.002-07:00

MUMMY and KUYA CARLO

2009-08-17T07:41:00.001-07:00

KUYA CARLO and UNCLE ALDWIN

2009-08-17T07:37:00.000-07:00

I DIDN'T SAY 'GOODBYE'

2009-08-16T08:22:00.000-07:00

i was in school at that time and i left my phone at home n9 .. when i reach home i check my phone and he meseg me saying that he is almost going and if i wana say anything but it was to late .. then the next day he meseg me telling me that he was in Malabo and that i was 1 something there .. i have a feeling that somehow his coming back ..

HIS LEAVING

2009-08-13T04:51:00.000-07:00

he told me his leaving on 15 august at 1pm .. at first i didnt believe him so i ask his friends and they said that his really leaving .. i think i can stop him from leaving but if he stay he will only be hurt .. the question is do i got to let him go or not??

L.D.C

2009-08-06T09:10:00.001-07:00

HAZIRAH and ME

2009-08-06T09:07:00.000-07:00

FATIN and ME

2009-08-06T09:03:00.000-07:00

SYAFIQAH INA and ME

2009-08-06T09:02:00.001-07:00

FATIN and HAZIRAH

2009-08-06T08:59:00.000-07:00

SOMETHINGS CHANGE

2009-08-05T07:53:00.000-07:00

me, ian and step we used to do everthing together until we seperated, i heared step and ian is still loving basketball but now im into soccer ..we all used to like purple now i like blue, she like green and he like black .. somehow i wish we were never apart so that everything won't change but somethings also has to change we all can't live the same thing over and over again some people gets tired of doing and like the same thing

TEDDY BEARS !!

2009-08-05T07:46:00.000-07:00

I love teddy bears so damn much, they're cute and they make me camb down easily .. i have this teddy bear his name is "Bby Teddy" it was given by my best friend stephanie .. i treat my teddy bear like my baby .. besides it's the only thing i have to remember stephanie and ian ..

5 things i hate doing..

2009-08-05T07:43:00.001-07:00

1. being in one place where there is only ME and my MOM
2. i hate talking to people that is so over acting
3. i hate giving advice
4. i hate helping people with there homeworks
5. i hate eating to much food that makes me fat

5 things that i like doing..

2009-08-05T07:37:00.000-07:00

1. reading books
2. sitting at a quite place
3. i like hugging teddy bears
4. play soccer with my friends
5. doing homeworks

HAZIRAH ?? FATIN??

2009-08-05T07:32:00.000-07:00

zirah and fatin are my bestest friend .. we're always there for each other no matter what, we fight somethings but end the end we're stilll the 3 masketires .. they are more like my sisters then friends .. we usually get into troble alot .. plus we're the noisyest people in the class .. but im more quite now since im the class assistant monitor

SHE SHOULDN'T DO THIS TO US!!

2009-08-05T07:29:00.000-07:00

my sister really love's faiz and faiz love's her too but my mom just don't understand .. maybe it's because she didn't got to choose who wanted to be with .. my boyfriend "nemo" isn't everything not like faiz but i love him .. can't my mom just let me and my sister choose who we want to be with

shakespeare

2009-08-03T07:43:00.000-07:00

i think im starting to like shakespeare ever since i read the book romeo and juliet .. its kind of romantic .. for example:

as fast as thou shalt wane, so fast thou grow'st
In one of thine, from that which thou departest;
And that fresh blood which youngly thou bestow'st
Thou mayst call thine when thou from youth convertest.
Herein lives wisdom, beauty, and increase;
Without this, folly, age, and cold decay.
If all were minded so, the times should cease,
And threescore year would make the world away.
Let those whom Nature hath not made for store,
Harsh, featureless, and rude, barrenly perish:
Look whom she best endowed she gave the more,
Which bounteous gift thou shouldst in bounty cherish.
She carved thee for her seal, and meant thereby
Thou shouldst print more, not let that copy die.

ORAL EXAM

2009-08-03T07:38:00.000-07:00

the oral exam was easy espacially english, at 1st i was afright but then when my friends told me it was easy i satared so chill .. but the bahasa melayu was so damn hard and the teachers we're scarying me out .. my sis tried to scared me by saying lots of things

THE LETTER HE GAVE ME !! =(

2009-07-25T09:24:00.000-07:00

reading the letter makes me wana cry because it reminds me about everything that happened .. he said he wanted to teach me a leason and know look where it's taking us .. it looks like we both made lots of mistakes over and over again .. and got hurt over and over again .. i'll keep that paper in case something happened again ..

Resah Tampa Mu

2009-07-25T09:19:00.000-07:00

Sayang aku tahu
Kita tak banyak bicara
Kau jauh disana
Ku menyimpan tanya

Sayang aku tahu
Kita tak banyak bertemu
Namun hanya kamu
Yang ada di hati

Reff :

Jangan sampai kau lukai hatiku
Aku resah lalui waktu tanpamu
Jangan sampai kau ragukan cintaku
Aku takkan membuatmu terluka

Ragu.. percayalah

Sayang aku mau kita
‘kan slalu menyatu
Walau kadang rindu
Menyiksa batinku

Sayang aku mau
Jangan pernah kau meragu
Walau aku jauh
Hatiku untukmu

Back To Reff

THE GUY I LOVE =P

2009-07-23T20:14:00.001-07:00

PELE ISN'T ALL THAT BUT I LOVE HIM .. HE MAKES ME HAPPY, AND HE GETS ALONG WITH KAKA RYNA .. =) .. I LOVE PELE <3

AN OLD FRIEND

2009-07-23T20:11:00.000-07:00

my mom said we knew each other since we were young but i don't remember anything because i was young that time now that we met each other again we became good friends ..

PELE =)

2009-07-06T23:58:00.000-07:00

THREE WORDS!! I HEART PELE!!

My Cinderella Story

2009-06-29T08:33:00.000-07:00

I'm sure you have all heard the story of Cinderella. You know the beautiful girl with the two mean step-sisters, and wicked step-mother .. Well you already know the ending, the beautiful girl marries the handsome prince, and they live happily ever after .. Well that was the fairy tale, this is the real story .. But in my life now it's a bit different because i got only 1 mean REAL sister and not a WICKED mom .. The only thing that's same is i don't got a dad .. well, here i go it started with a guy i met at camping my 1st camping at the jungle .. its a scout thing .. at that camping i got lots of superheros i met my superman, spider man and etc .. And i also met my PRINCE CHARMING you know like in Cinderella .. On the 1st night it was raining so we all had to go sleep at the HQ and i left my slippers so i had to go back and get them and this guy walk with me to my camp and help me get my slippers i think it was almost like midnight he put my slippers on for me and i was smiling like a crazy person .. then the next day i didn't see him again until how many days ago and now we are close friends so close but i can't be with him because i got a exam next week and i really gotta study for this exam .. so its not a happy ever after at all .. huhuuhhu

MY DREAMS

2009-06-24T04:30:00.000-07:00

all my dreams have come true now that i found my best friend again .. its been long since we both met .. maybe on my next holiday ill met him again ..

MY BESTEST FRIEND!!!

2009-06-24T04:25:00.000-07:00

his name is ian .. he has been my bestest friend for 6 years .. he went back too the phillippines and i was sad he was like my brother .. i tried everything to find him and at last i fold him .. he will always be my best friend no matter what happens ..

MY NEW BABY BROTHER !! [ ACE HAMMER BENEMERITO CHEONG]

2009-06-24T04:21:00.001-07:00

ACE HAMMER BENEMERITO CHEONG

I MET SPIDER MAN !!

2009-06-24T04:12:00.001-07:00

well acctualy its my cousin " shon " he wore a spiderman baju..

ME and WAIE !!! :D

2009-06-13T06:54:00.000-07:00

WAIE !! :D

2009-06-13T05:13:00.000-07:00

WAIE !! waie is awangku muhammad waie bin pg zainal .. hhehehhehheh .. and i LOVE him so much .. waie is my BESTFRIEND and my LOVER .. waie is so gauk wa .. hmm and he never listens to me but when something happend he will come to me beacuse im the only one who cares and love him .. like that time in the library me, waie, hazirah, fatin and waie's friends we all hang out but i was with my friends reading books, waie was doing stuff[ goofing around ] with his friends i told him to just sit beside me and read but he didn't listen suddenly i heard a sound * like a baju koyak * then i look at waie and ask " what was that?? " suddenly everybody laugh and waie ran to me and sit beside me .. then his friends said to me " dayang your darling punya seluar koyak " i keep laughing so hard and he keep looking at me .. then i said to waie "next time listen too me" .. :D .. and there was this other time at mall me, waie and waie's cousin we all hang out together and waie knows i dont like him shuffling and break dancing because he gets hurt easily but he still do .. so i just watch all of them dance suddenly waie fell down and his hands hurt then he go sit beside me i look at him in a mad way and say " kan sayang nada mahu dgr " then he look so sad and said sorry to me so i hug him and make sure his hands get better .. hehehehhe :D ..

MY HOLIDAY LOOK !!

2009-06-13T04:24:00.000-07:00

H E H E H E H !! MY NEW HOLIDAY LOOK !! [ AUBURN HAIR AND COPPER HIGH LIGHTS ]

HOLIDAY !!!

2009-06-12T23:38:00.000-07:00

haiiya .. do you know what ?? last time i can't wait for holiday so that i can sleep, eat and watch tv the whole day and waking up LATE .. but now i miss going back too school ... heheeh ... i miss waie not school ... :p ... 2 weeks without waie BORING~ ... huuhuhhu ...

MISSING WAIE ALREADY !! :'(

2009-06-12T23:30:00.000-07:00

school just finish 3 hours ago huhuuhuhuh and i miss waie already .. waie is always on my mind 24/7 .. hehehhe .. im so bored without waie .. i need to find something to do on the holiday .. hmmm, eeh~ holiday already start jua .. huuhuhhu .. at least i got a hug from him before school finish tadi .. hehhehehehh

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!! YAY YAY!! :)

2009-06-12T23:22:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day of school and the beginning of my holiday . Today was quite boring but we went home early at 11.30 am .. i only study for 2 period Home Science .. after studying it was cleaning campaign then we were all told to go to the hall and prize will be given to the winners of the sport's day .. This year 1st place goes to PERWIRA .. 2nd place goes to SETRIA .. 3rd place goes to PAHLAWAN and 4th place goes to PEJUANG .. my team is Pejuang, Pejuang always lose laaa .. but Pejuang is blue is like blue .. hehehehheh ..

PS, I MISS WAIE already :'(

Kristy Are You Doing Ok?? by Offspring

2009-06-12T22:57:00.000-07:00

There's a moment in time

And it's stuck in my mind

Way back, when we were just kids

Cause your eyes told the tale

Of an act of betrayal

I knew that somebody did

Oh, waves of time

Seem to wash away

The scenes of our crimes

But for you this never ends

Can you stay strong?

Can you go on?

Kristy are you doing okay?

A rose that won't bloom

Winter's kept you

Don't waste your whole life trying

To get back what was taken away

Though the marks on your dress

Had been neatly repressed

I knew that something was wrong

And I should have spoke out

And I'm so sorry now

I didn't know

Cause we were so young

Oh, clouds of time

Seem to rain on

Innocence left behind

And it never goes away

" Make You Mine " by Vanessa Hudgens

2009-06-11T05:38:00.000-07:00

"Make You Mine"

(All I want to do is stand close to you)
(All I want to do is stand close to you)

I'll be the one to tell everyone I'm gone
I've fallen in
To a place I can begin to understand.
I'm just happy you're here to hold my hand

[Chorus]
All I want to do is stand close to you
Be by your side
All I want to do is make the world revolve
Around you and I
What I would give up
What I would go through
To get it right
All I want to do in this lifetime is make you mine
All I want to do in this lifetime is make you mine

My secret's out
It's been hidden in my heart
That's over now
I want everyone to know I found it all
You're the everything I've never had
And baby I got it bad

[Chorus]

And it's far too hard to see (to see)
What the future will be
Everywhere I go (everywhere I go)
Everywhere I go now you're with me

(Make you mine)
(All I want to do is stand close to you)
(Make you mine)
(All I want to do is stand close to you)

[Chorus]

Na na na na, na na na na na, Yeah
Na na na na, na na na na na, Make you mine
Na na na na, na na na na na, Yeah
Na na na na, na na na na na, Make you mine
Na na na na, na na na na na, Yeah
Na na na na, na na na na na, Make you mine
Na na na na, na na na na na, Yeah
Na na na na, na na na na na, Hey hey
Na na na na, na na na na na, Yeah (make you mine)
Na na na na, na na na na na, Make you mine
Na na na na, na na na na na, Yeah

Na na na na...

2009-06-11T03:57:00.000-07:00

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2009-06-11T03:54:00.001-07:00

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Sport's Day ( FRIENDZ)

2009-06-10T21:28:00.001-07:00

Sport's Day ( FRIENDZ)

2009-06-10T21:27:00.001-07:00

Sport's Day (kedet polis)

2009-06-10T21:26:00.003-07:00

Sport's Day (kedet polis)

2009-06-10T21:26:00.001-07:00

Sport's Day (kedet polis)

2009-06-10T21:25:00.001-07:00

Sport's Day (friends)

2009-06-10T21:24:00.001-07:00

Sport's Day (faiz)

2009-06-10T21:23:00.001-07:00

Sport's Day (faiz)

2009-06-10T21:20:00.000-07:00

Persetiaan Pengakap

2009-06-10T01:32:00.000-07:00

Persetiaan Pengakap

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2009-06-08T03:12:00.000-07:00

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